Friday, August 03, 2007

Getting Impatient

You know how sometimes you want something so much and you work your butt off to get it and it’s coming closer, but just not there yet and it MAKES YOU WANT TO SCREAM! Cause it’s so frustrating…. It’s almost there, but just can’t seem to wrap it up…

I’m talking bout that secret project of mine. I’ve been trying to do that for soooo long now. And with two kids, finding time is so much harder. Every time I think it’s almost done, something comes up and stalls the process.

Not to mention that I’m one of those scared/pessimistic people who always imagines the worst possible scenario – like, what if when I’m done, it’ll go nowhere? Really, what am I gonna do next?

Which really is also the reason why I’m doing all this now, and not some ten years ago, when I had way more free time. Cause it took me that long to realize that if I don’t at least try, I’ll always regret it. (Time, and some Tony Robbins CDs to make me feel like a complete looser for never trying…)

So here I am. Trying. Very hard. Hoping that Universe will line itself up and help me. Cause It’s not supposed to give you a major wish and no hope of getting to it.

At least that’s what I’m betting on.

Posted by vasilisa @ 2:20 PM :: (3) comments

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I'm a 29 year old mom of two! A toddler (kiddo one) and a new baby (kiddo junior). I am also the most horrible (as in I barely ever do it) cook that I have met in my life. This blog is a diary of my attempts to feed my hungry growing family

PS: My name is not actually Vasilisa... But I find that honest reporting comes easier when there is a shred of anonymity. (Apparently, posting pics of my sons doesn't count...)

PPS: For those of you wondering where on the planet I am: I'm cosily tacked away in the Torontonian suburbia of the Great White North (Canada).

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